Anastasia: hello
Gene: hey
Gene: have you stumbled upon that anastasia blogpost
Anastasia: .. yes
Anastasia: have you?
Gene: yerp
Gene: read most of it
Anastasia: you won't believe me but im the creator
Anastasia: ahahha
Gene: cool beans
Anastasia: yerp
Gene: i am just text on a screen, like you
Gene: it feels v comfy
Anastasia: i have talked to you before jesus
Gene: most likely
Gene: we're all the same three losers in here :p
Anastasia: i cant count how many times ive talked to the same people on hefe
Anastasia: its rancid
Gene: i don't remember talking to you, though. must've been a while ago
Gene: i usually keep a log of encounters
Anastasia: no way me too
Anastasia: i keep logs of a lot of things
Anastasia: unimportant things
Gene: i have an unmarked folder with an excel spreadsheet & .txt files full of conversations
Anastasia: why did you bring up mu blog?
Anastasia: my
Anastasia: im sorry for typos
Gene: dw dw
Gene: im on a shitty membrane keyb
Gene: because i figured whoever is frequenting the tag also saw you drop the url
Gene: seemed like good small talk bait chitchat
Anastasia: sorry
Anastasia: when did you see it?
Anastasia: i havent used a bot for a couple weeks now
Gene: must've been when you stopped using the bot
Gene: because i saw it once or twice only
Gene: i hate the rotwithme kid
Anastasia: lol me too
Gene: as in, i dislike the fact he uses a bot
Anastasia: im sorry
Gene: and the guys with the totally not highly illegal discord server
Gene: the only fun bot i've ever seen here is trollgle
Anastasia: whats that
Gene: there used to be this bot that made a wandering chatroom out of this window
Gene: so after Anastasia: you'd have some other name
Gene: and the bot would type out everyone's responses with their leading tag
Anastasia: oh i know what youre talking about now
Anastasia: i don't understand those
Anastasia: i am autistic when it comes to complex stuff
Gene: its not too difficult to operate, the idea is that the bot machine has multiple instances of omegle open
Gene: reads all + types everything it reads into all the windows
Gene: so they're all joined into a big room
Anastasia: interesting
Anastasia: i can do that
Gene: theres a github repo if you're interested in hosting
Gene: i spoke to the guy who did it
Gene: he would host for months at a time
Gene: and then take breaks
Gene: truly some hikikomori stuff
Anastasia: do you know zombie beatz???
Anastasia: i love her
Gene: i dont; i am all ears
Anastasia: or nekokills??
Gene: neither of those ring a bell
Anastasia: theyre hikikimoris and zombiebeatz was a youtuber
Anastasia: and nekokills was some girl on 4chan that killed her parents or something
Anastasia: idk i think its a troll
Gene: i remember noriko from 8ch
Anastasia: i aspired to be nekokills for a while (not the killing part but the whole edgy aesthetic)
Anastasia: you wont like this but can we talk about myself
Gene: lol go for it
Anastasia: thank you
Gene: sounds like you really need it
Anastasia: should i change the writing style in my diary?
Anastasia: like make the words bigger
Anastasia: and different font
Gene: i believe Times New Roman to be the only serious font to ever walk the face of the earth
Gene: but i am a bit of a STEM nerd, that's what we'll always use in the history of forever
Gene: among other choices you could use roboto if you're remotely serious about it
Gene: comic sans for shits and giggles
Gene: papyrus if you genuinely want to make it dreadful
Gene: the works
Anastasia: i want to blow up the house of tje creator of comic sans
Gene: dude made a dyslexia friendly font that's accessible and looks non-menacing
Gene: don't get in his case
Anastasia: im sorry
Anastasia: dont cancel me
Gene: font-wise the pt. size is a non-sequitur in this case
Gene: you can zoom in/out in the site
Gene: it is all HTML
Anastasia: really i didnt know
Gene: writing style is a bit hard to digest, but the criticism is saved for another time when it becomes relevant
Anastasia: tell me now
Anastasia: this could either go really well or horribly
Gene: i might, might not. the whole idea is that i can keep the secret veil of redundant expectancy latent
Gene: you know a thing or two about cliffhangers and audience retention
Gene: i am sure you can understand
Anastasia: i do?
Gene: you've consistently updated the page on cliffhangers
Gene: either when you're in crisis mode
Gene: or just down in the dumps
Anastasia: oh right
Anastasia: i didnt even think of that
Gene: gotta write like a writer but read like a reader :p
Anastasia: so, you visited the site multiple times?
Gene: mhm
Anastasia: interesting
Gene: i can sniff out a passion project miles away
Gene: this is one, i have respect for people who go at one thing icarus style
Anastasia: i havent updated the site in a while but when i get home ill write my heart out
Anastasia: xd
Anastasia: you confuse me
Gene: how come
Gene: do elaborate
Anastasia: you sound like a british man in his bathroom getting away from his children
Gene: ohh, descriptive and equal parts hilarious and humilliating
Gene: hmm allow me to retort in full blown transatlantic accent and suspenders then
Anastasia: i can do the best transatlantic accent you have no idea
Anastasia: i talk about myself too much
Anastasia: i should die
Gene: lmao a true 'who up repeating they cycle' moment
Anastasia: i cant hold a conversation if it isnt about me
Gene: best i can do is we hold the ever-present struggle of a dynamic
Gene: where i rock the boat because i like the motions of the sea
Gene: and you yell bloody murder because you can't swim
Anastasia: i cant swim
Anastasia: fuck me
Anastasia: UREGHAHH
Anastasia: URGGHHEGH
Gene: this is the metaphorical sea of loneliness we're talking about
Anastasia: this reminds me of a book i wrote one time
Gene: me rocking the boat would be akin to derailing conversation for the sake of a topic switch whenever convenient, i can tell you wouldn't like talking about the same thing over & over, even if that included moments of waffling about you
Gene: i can't topple the boat, derail too much & you'll grow lonesome in your own presence, disinterest sink in & have you fizzle out
Anastasia: it was about a girl and a boy at the edge of a sea contemplating walking into the ocean because their might be something on the other side, and the stars dont shine bright on the side of the island
Gene: and you can't tell me to stop rocking, the ride becoming monotonous & somber
Gene: i'd like a tragic twist on that
Gene: they agree not to drown but to swim, maybehaps even get a raft going
Gene: she gets typhoid over chicken or some ridiculous thing
Gene: dies
Gene: he grows ever more taciturn
Anastasia: i thought i had thyroid cancer once
Gene: decides to go into the raft alone
Anastasia: can youbtell me to stop
Gene: how mean do you want me to be 1-10
Anastasia: 10
Gene: because i know part of you wants to listen to me
Gene: and another part wants to rant ur fingers off
Anastasia: though i might end up in a hospital if you do 10
Anastasia: okay
Gene: we're sticking to the solid golden rule of 7
Anastasia: okay
Anastasia: deal
Anastasia: dot dot dot
Gene: listen, you can give in on the trauma-rooted impulse to waffle about yourself because you're constantly seeking the space you've never allowed yourself to have
Gene: OR
Anastasia: my fingers hurt from typing, this is such a 21st century moment
Gene: you can fight a relatively noble fight of not being a total dickwad to everyone you meet, mostly because it'd be convenient for me at the time, plus you get rad text on your screen to read
Gene: call it getting new writing ideas
Gene: research if the impersonal tone of that appeals to the disgusted psyche of someone this asocial
Gene: i know it sure would to me, even if in post-commented mock-tone
Anastasia: what are you even saying
Anastasia: i cant tell if this is a language barrier or if you are messing eith me
Gene: tl;dr shut up, i am asking you to. i won't ask twice and you'll sorely regret it.
Gene: :)
Anastasia: what
Gene: it is a solid 7
Gene: mostly mess, some truth laid out bare
Anastasia: you like ddr?
Gene: a lot of verbosity
Anastasia: me toon
Gene: dance dance revolution player caught in the wild
Anastasia: in my natural habitat
Anastasia: i love adam lanza
Anastasia: awh
Anastasia: im swooning
Anastasia: dont even say a word stranger
Anastasia: actually nevermind tell me
Gene: a word stranger
Gene: we can both go for cheap shots & bad jokes
Anastasia: okay
Anastasia: have you ever taken a shot?
Anastasia: AHAHHAA like the drink kind
Gene: right
Gene: i have
Anastasia: ew yucky yuck
Gene: just once, it was the worst tequila imaginable
Anastasia: that's disgusting
Gene: every bit as bad as you can imagine, and then some
Gene: it went down as smoothly as lighter fluid
Anastasia: i heard tequila makes people vomit
Anastasia: that will never enter my mouth
Anastasia: ever.
Gene: every alcohol does if you drink enough of it
Anastasia: well duh
Gene: thankfully it doesn't have to, i am sure you get invited to lots of parties where there's tons of tequila :ppp
Anastasia: vodka is the way to go!!!
Anastasia: :3
Gene: i can agree to an extent
Gene: white rum goes ridiculously hard with gatorade
Anastasia: stranger can i be honest, i think youre my soulmate.
Gene: we'll see how long you can stick with that thought
Gene: if i'm your soulmate then i'll love to find out via direct experiment
Anastasia: stranger, i dont just say that to just anyone
Anastasia: im yandere okay!!
Anastasia: even if you decide to leave and never talk to me it wont be the end
Anastasia: :3
Gene: how many people do you write something with a few exclamation points, praying they understand basic satire?
Anastasia: im not being satire
Gene: like, i feel like i could read which parts you were dead serious about (soulmate)
Gene: and which ones you meant half jokey joke
Anastasia: okay then what part was jokey joke
Anastasia: hmmm????
Gene: like
Gene: "im yandere okay!!"
Gene: pretty satirey
Gene: like
Anastasia: hehe
Gene: at least 4 on the satire scale
Anastasia: you never know
Anastasia: :3
Anastasia: you see people this is the kind of person i can fall in kove with
Anastasia: !!!!
Gene: you should get this entire log on the website
Anastasia: yes
Anastasia: it's definitely going in there
Anastasia: aww
Anastasia: meeting a fan irl :33 !!!
Anastasia: so cute !
Gene: my little raw tee-hee raging blistering aching bleeding romantic heart is screaming yelling for me to play the mr mystery card
Anastasia: >.<
Gene: leave b4 the ball ends like cinderella
Gene: leave a crystal shoe
Anastasia: PLEASEEE play the me mystery card OH GOD
Anastasia: sir yes sir!!
Anastasia: i will leave... hmmm...
Gene: but the whole aspect of me relying on having to e-mail you later and keep you on a string until i finally give in
Gene: its like
Gene: so cliche
Anastasia: what should i leave to be different from cindierella
Anastasia: hm.
Gene: i'd be cinderella
Anastasia: NO ME
Gene: like a genderbent take on the story
Gene: dork
Anastasia: FUKCNYOU
Anastasia: NO
Gene: calm down, no talking like that to mr soulmate
Anastasia: I wantbto be the princess
Gene: apologize. now.
Anastasia: sigh.
Anastasia: forgive me for speaking so bluntly lieutenant
Anastasia: :(
Gene: good !
Anastasia: yayy!!!!
Gene: you've got a whole world of people to belittle
Gene: i'll make popcorn for the occasion
Anastasia: yes muahahhaa
Gene: i am sure your tiny frail heart can make room for ONE person
Gene: unwilling to put up with it
Anastasia: you have no. idea.
Gene: not someone you wouldn't 'dare' disrespect
Gene: someone you have no desire of disrespecting is way better
Anastasia: (readers.. this is the part where i hope he doesnt leave me forever!!)
Anastasia: ignore thatz
Gene: i don't play fear games bc it operates on drug-like reward mechanism principles
Gene: (sup fuckers i can do text commentary too)
Anastasia: STOP
Anastasia: you weren't supposed to seebthat youre fucking it alk up
Anastasia: jessus christ!!
Anastasia: RAUAAAAGH
Gene: (i refuse to hijack the project and won't be doing this because i find it impolite, i just thought the immediate fourth wall break adds to the emotion here)
Anastasia: (you guys i think i have found someone just as interesting as me)
Anastasia: (stay tuned!!)
Gene: its your writing thing, not mine. you'll have entire PARAGRAPHS to waffle on about how sometimes i'll decide to switch up writing styles Just Because
Gene: and the best part is I don't get to read them until you barf them all up & excitedly message me to tell me its up.
Anastasia: why do you use the phrase waffle, what are you 70
Gene: as if i wouldn't keep the tab open in constant refresh :p
Anastasia: i don't understand what youre saying again
Anastasia: hablas engles
Anastasia: no pocito numero soanisho
Gene: i commented on how i'm not going to add my own notes to your writing project
Anastasia: yes!!!
Anastasia: im no longer alone
Anastasia: unless you decide to leave me and never speak to me again
Gene: mentioned how you'll have entire paragraphs to talk about me and all the quirks you notice, all the inferences you can make about it
Gene: stop catastrophizing right there and rea e
Gene: read me
Anastasia: if you did then ill ruin your life and send a pipe bonb to your house and kill your family
Anastasia: ha ha ha
Gene: drop it. whatever you're scheming. i don't care about your sugar and potassium permanganate arts & crafts firecrackers
Anastasia: UM ACTUALLY
Gene: because it wont happen :p
Gene: i ain't leaving
Gene: dork
Anastasia: one sec
Gene: mhm
Anastasia: this is going to be tragic if we disconnect
Anastasia: if we do then save it for me to pit on the websute plz
Gene: its all good i have your url + email address
Anastasia: brb
Gene: yes, of course
Anastasia: https://www.scribd.com/document/134253723/Pipe-bomb this could work
Anastasia: what in the flip is that
Gene: i'll even do a quick CTRL+F and replace every instance of You: with Stranger: and Vice-Versa
Anastasia: stop
Gene: Or Even Better
Gene: I put dorky names
Anastasia: GUYS GUESS WHAT I FOUND A FAN ON OMEGLE!!!!
Gene: numba wan
Anastasia: fuck i didnt do the- nevermind
Gene: 11!!!!111
Anastasia: yes!!!
Gene: its like in-script
Gene: your character said that out loud
Gene: and mine looked at yours like
Anastasia: its so vute how you talked about me before you ecen knew it was me
Gene: oh cool she's seeing 'the audience' again
Anastasia: i was on your mind wasnt i
Anastasia: :333
Gene: mhm
Anastasia: AWWHHHHHH
Anastasia: (the climax is coming up people!!)
Gene: and now i've made comfortable hospice in yours
Anastasia: yes
Anastasia: you have no idea
Anastasia: ill have to clear out my online friend #1 shrine
Anastasia: put a new person who you may or may not know
Gene: call me cerebellar hypoplasia the way i cause abnormal displacement inside your skull & erase any fine motor ability you had (i make you tremble)
Anastasia: if you know what i mean
Anastasia: you make things trumble that i eont mention
Anastasia: anyways
Anastasia: i have completley gone berserk
Gene: #2 online friend could NEVER come up with anything half good as the cerebellar hypoplasia one
Gene: miles ahead of the competition here
Anastasia: well online friend #2 contacted my family and should ROT IN HELL YOU PEICE OF SHIT I KNOW UOURE READING THIS
Gene: cope & seethe number 2
Anastasia: real shit
Anastasia: x3
Anastasia: he hasnt heard of TALKING TO SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND THEIR FEELINGS BEFORE GOING TO PARENTAL GUIEDENCE
Anastasia: i shouldnt give him too much attention
Gene: i mean in all likelihood your family has the highest chance of being the people responsible for your trauma anyway
Gene: bringing them in
Anastasia: i have a new boyfriend :333 (this ones alive guys!!!)
Gene: i aint shooting up a mall anytime soon
Gene: so it'll stay that way
Anastasia: you kneo ehat that reminds me
Gene: i know the lore, yes, and i plan on meta-referencing this piece of text all the way into your heart
Gene: truly devious
Anastasia: never EVER take prozac i swear that thing should be renamed schoolshooterpill
Gene: i've taken sertraline, another super popular SSRI
Anastasia: OMG I TAKE IT TOO
Gene: and an atypical antipsychotic.
Anastasia: 100 MGG????
Gene: literal nightmare pills.
Gene: i got started on 50, upped to 100 when i got them.
Anastasia: it works well for me ifk what youre on about ;-;
Anastasia: as you can see audience im completely fine and sane
Gene: they didn't for me because i happen not to have depression, it gives non-depressives serotonin syndrome within 2 weeks
Anastasia: interesting
Anastasia: so.. why are you.. on it?
Gene: best worst 27 day detox of my life
Anastasia: anxiety??
Gene: i was on it for a month
Gene: circa twenty eighteen
Anastasia: CIRCA T-T
Anastasia: i cant with this man
Gene: i coily landed myself in a shrink's office over minor shenanigans
Anastasia: we have all had our moments
Gene: thinking this man would let me go with little to no guidance
Gene: i got pill-pushed hard
Gene: and under my Great Parental Guidance, no choice left but to take them
Gene: i slept maybe 3hr a night for that month
Anastasia: thatbshould be illegal
Anastasia: lets sue em
Anastasia: >:3 !!!
Gene: you love your drama
Anastasia: you have no ideaaa!!!
Gene: i do, you have a shrine dedicated to it (it is your life)
Anastasia: nuh-uh
Anastasia: you have this all messed up mister
Gene: it is good to see the sculptor become its own monument sometimes
Anastasia: stop talking like we are victorian plz
Gene: you adore it
Anastasia: i dooo... hehhe :33
Anastasia: oh god i make myself cringe so hard
Anastasia: its absurd
Gene: yes, you're painfully self-aware
Gene: like, you hurt yourself demeaningly in disgust immediately after the realization
Anastasia: 0_0
Gene: in order to attempt separation between what you are and the self image
Anastasia: i mean.. chat? what do we have to say sbout this..?
Anastasia: i am the image
Gene: chat will eventually come to realize i have one of several moods
Gene: -wikipedia style rant about stuff
Gene: -ha ha hey look at this garfield meme
Anastasia: hmm... i dont do well with bipolars
Gene: -some of the most out of pocket shit you've seen a human write
Anastasia: (you all know about that.)
Gene: don't we all
Anastasia: oh god is this the man from serbia
Anastasia: imbgoing to shoot myself
Gene: oh god yuck fuck no
Anastasia: okay
Gene: you thought of me as a BALKAN
Anastasia: i was going to have a heart atack
Gene: jesus h
Gene: im bad i aint serbian bad
Anastasia: hm
Anastasia: well
Anastasia: whats your thoughts of russians
Anastasia: :3
Gene: i think you can figure that out on your own
Anastasia: HUH
Gene: truly a bruh moment of people
Anastasia: whats that supposted to mean
Anastasia: alright
Gene: bog cold swamp people & you know it deep down to be true
Anastasia: welp i gues its my time to clock out SINCE YOU HATE ME
Gene: lol you think so?
Gene: push-pull doesn't work on
Gene: me
Anastasia: i thought you just said indirectly you hate me
Gene: do you want me to make you apologize again
Anastasia: also this is going to be tragic to pit on my website because i want people to think i have good punctuation and stuff
Anastasia: rip to that
Anastasia: yes sir
Anastasia: :3
Gene: good. apologize over your use of high school tactics
Gene: if you're gonna guilt trip me
Gene: at least try hard
Gene: degenerate
Anastasia: okay um
Anastasia: fuck give me a second
Gene: mhm
Anastasia: ... i am very sorry for guilt tripping you, i sincerely apologize for assuming that you are from serbia, you definitely do not seem serbian, but i had to make sure. you sre a great person. you sre cool. (dont leave me)
Gene: good, you're racking up your golden stars quick
Gene: eight more and i make tendies, your fave!
Anastasia: yaayyy!!!
Anastasia: !!!!
Gene: i flat-out refuse to call them good-girl-points.
Anastasia: this is going in a weird direction
Anastasia: ddlg
Anastasia: age regression direction
Gene: you're seriously joking
Gene: you've never seen any tendies greentexts
Anastasia: but its okay because i love you and im yandere simulator for you!!!!
Anastasia: :333
Gene: god i gotta teach the chronically-online yandere meme culture & slang??
Gene: pssh. fine.
Anastasia: im sitting criss cross
Anastasia: :3
Gene: i GUESS we can sit criss cross apple sauce together & talk about net culture, then...
Gene: see i tried to mimick your style there
Anastasia: um.. are you- making fun of meh ;-;
Gene: they say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery
Anastasia: :;((((((
Gene: you dingus
Gene: i gotta make you read more
Anastasia: anything for you!!
Anastasia: :33
Gene: nice
Anastasia: the computer.. so- bright.. i- am going- blind...
Anastasia: hell meh
Anastasia: help
Gene: alright, this is where we [REDACTED]
Anastasia: I DIDNT MEAN TO CUSS
Anastasia: IM SORRY
Gene: because i am not using protonmail to communicate with you
Gene: the folks at zurich can keep thinking im a journalist or whatever the fuck that rancid website is used for
Anastasia: protonmail is for dorks (no offense shadow i love you!!!!)
Anastasia: okay wait
Gene: mhm
Anastasia: [REDACTED]
Anastasia: im censoring that
Anastasia: in the website